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| as always, i've stop blogging for a whole month or moree. hee. this past one month, alot has happened around me and maybe to me as well. breakups, makeups, ups & downs and the whole drama mama. we will never know what the future holds for us. a good suggestion/advice to all is to be thankful and grateful with what you have right now. something so wonderful you have now might all be gone tomorrow. everyday, i Thank God with all my heart with what he has blessed me with. friends who loves me and care for me, my dad who can be a pain sometimes but yea, and of course i Thank Him for bringing ''him'' in my life. every catastrophe that has happened in my life, i take it as a blessing in disguise. in a way, it helps me to open my eyes and be a better person. everyday i ask myself, where am i heading? what are my goals? what do i wanna do in the distance future? i guess its true when people say your thinking does grow as you age older. i am starting to want things that i've never had before. i want good things in life. all this desire is making strive in life. making me wanna study. i hopee i actually do understand what i'm studying and not just for the sake of passing exams. that was one of the mistakes i made in high school. never did really understand the concept but just memorised it for the sake of getting good grades.
These are a few inspiring words from the lyrics of one of my favourite song called Hope:
We will never break, though they devistate, we shall motivate,
And we gotta pray, all we got is faith.
Though I'm hopeful, yes I am, hopeful for today,
Take this music and use it
Let it take you away,
And be hopeful, hopeful and He'll make a way
I know it ain't easy but that's okay.
cause we hopeful
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| omgawsh laa! i feel so sick! =( urgh! can you imagine sneezing your way through college the whole friggin' day -_-'' rummaging through your bag looking for tissues? that was how my day went. i could barely get out of bed this morning. sigh! Justin called me and i was struggling to talk. i'm so prone to getting swollen tonsils it isn't even funny! it just pisses me off! grrr! my nose is already feeling so sore from all the you-know-what laa. blowing my nose practically every minute of the day. heck, i even finished the tissuebox in my car. Quite bad laa. every other minute, i have to rush to the toilet to get tissue. and since its still early, the cleaner ladies hasn't refilled the tissue dispenser. what an oh-so-awesome day. was suppose to go to the doctors in J.W Marriot but i still have my medicine from my last visit. same-ol'-same-ol' problem too last time. i think its about time i remove this friggin-forsaken thing of my throat! went to Kowloon at hartamas around 11-ish to eat. it was sucha horrible day! the weather is so hot and i was wearing a sweater! i was feeling cold AND hot! what a disastrous feeling! i had sandwiches only. and was craving for yin-yong ice (which is coffee + tea) awesome-blossom! =D after that, we walked around for abit. then it got a little too hot too handle for me. whilst we were walking back to my car, i realise that my phone wasn't with me! omgawsh laa! the most utterly feeling came upon me. i was so worried and was perspiring even furiously! my heart couldn't stop pounding hard! and to top it all off, i was SNEEZING like an ARSE! gawd i feel so sick! justin tried calling. it was still ringing. after 3 attempts a lady picked up. and said i left it at this korean butik. fantastic day i tell you! i rushed back to the shop and decided to head to justin's to watch 23 but instead we ended watching House =D yay! its almost finish downloading alrd. last i heard was 89% man i miss that show. My wife & kids don't play on astro no more. i got Justin to download the whole season 5! =D here i am, still sneezing & blogging about my unfortunate day. a shoutout to Liz & Sanjiv. HAPPY TWO MONTHS ANNIVERSARY! =D -lavonne- | | |
| omgawsh laa! i suddenly realised that my 3 weeks of holidays are almost over! whyyyyy??
sam is back and i still haven't got a chance to catch up/meet her =(
my holidays doesn't seem like a holiday. i've been going out for the past 2 weeks practically everyday. hence, the me being broke as ever =/ saddening.
i was suppose to study or catch up with my studies. been procrastinating forever and now my hols arealmost over. pfft! *inner voice* serves you right lavonne tan! *sobs*
justin's brother came back for 2 weeks. lol! according to him, his brother ''purposely'' ruined his holidays. hahaha! his bro has been in UK for almost two years i think and suddenly decides to come back during Justin's 3 weeks break. hahahaa! what a perfect timing la. but his bro was hardly at home also. always out. -__-''
i'm currently so addicted to this song called Over you by Chris Daughtry. effing rocks man! Verse 1:
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left,
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Chorus:
Well i never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And i never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day i thought I'd never get through,
I got over you
Verse 2:
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing i could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so i could see
That you never were the best fot me.
Chorus:
Solo
Chorus:
Well, i never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And i never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Well, i never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
I'm better off without you
More that you, more that you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Whoa oh ah oh
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
Whoa oh ah oh
'Cause I got over you.
Whoa oh ah oh
Well I got over you.
Whoa oh ah oh
I got over you.
'Cause yhe day i thoguht I'd never get through,
I got over you. should listen to it. fcuking niceeee! i got Justin loving it too! =D
-lavonne- | | |
| exactly one hour from now, Miss Lim Wen Chean a.k.a. my Bestie will turn 18! =] 
memories from the past, from my high school days are still fond in my mind & heart. in 2002, i met Miss Chean. she was left. 2 & i was left. 1 in 1T of my beloved school MGSKL. i still remember how we became friends. the best of friends : ] we were suppose to discuss our cleanliness and how to decorate our classroom. she was so Quiet. =p looks can be DECEIVING. hahaha! 
.2004. nyways, we were friends since then till now. she is a girl worth calling a FRIEND. we've been friends since like forever? right ? =P we actually knew each other in primary. just different sessions then. some how or another, we lost contact. and came high school, we got back in touch.boy was she Quiet when i first met her after a long time.
we came to school almost practically every morning in form 1 & 2. busybodying here and there early in the morning in school. in form 2, we went to Kasturi for tuition in the morning. hahaha! those were days la. going to janice's house together, waiting for the Queen of ffk to come down, get ready and all. taking bus to CM. even though we were only in the same class for one year, but it seemed as though we were always in the same class till after form 5. our classes were always next door. =P
we were prefect partners in form 2 [2003]. all the blowing of the whistles and shouting ''GIRLS! PLEASE LEAVE THE CANTEEN NOW!'' lol. how i miss it. then came form 3, we became class captains of our respective classes. and it continued on till we left school. =] she is a hardworking girl. always positive in studies. always helping us in our studies. the smartest amongst all of us, not to mention the smallest in size. teehee! =D but you i still love you chean! =D we hardly ever fight. which is a damn effing good thing. we are not those friends who argue and argue till kingdom come. never did fight about boys, or anything that will weaken our friendship. she has ALWAYS been there for me. and i mean A.L.W.A.Y.S! even in the middle of the night when i need someone to talk to, she's always awake. lol. till this day, i still thank GOD for introducing me to her. though small in size, she still has a big heart. we'll alwas be friends right? no matter how far the distance is. omg that sounded so cheesy. hahaha! what-freaking-ever! this is how glad i am to have her as me friend. i'm very proud of you cheannie. your determination in achieving what you believe will bring you far in life =]      
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY LIM WEN CHEAN! you're legal at long last!
no words can describe what a great friend you are. The best friends are the ones you don't have to talk to everyday;
but the ones who remembers you;
the ones who understands you better that you know yourself;
who listens to you talk over & over again when they've heard it a thousand times;
the ones who calls just to say HI:
& the ones who ALWAYS have your back when you're down/in trouble;
the ones who knows us and loves us for who we are and not what we are;
& a trues firend is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else believes the smile on your face;
thats MY BEST FRIEND. LIM WEN CHEAN!
lovess you loads!
-lavonne- | | |
| Happy 4 Months to me and Justin! =D
loveee you tonnesss babeeee! a shout out to Justin Jee & Vineeta, ******* & Roshan, and Fiona & Fiq. Happy anniversary ppl!
btw, their anniversaries were on the 14th. all three of em'! =D lol! Jee and Vin are happily a month together, same goes with ******* & Roshan. Fiona & FiQ are happily 5 months together! wheeeeeeeeeeee~!
waaaiiittt! samantha's anniversary is when again? lol! i think its today. but anywho, HAPPY ANNIVERSARY PEOPLE! miss that fattie. =/ so today i went for my first account tuition class at telawi. it was suppose to be my second class but i didn't attend the first one. cause, Mr.Francis a.k.a. my tutor, didn't call me to tell me class was starting last monday -_-'' yea so anyways, i went for today's class. i actually understood what's happening. lol. i mean, i love accounts but it just sucks when you are lost. numsaying..? pffft..! that goes for LAW too. but now i understand Quite clearly what's happening in LAW cause it Criminal Law now. more interesting than textbook stuffs who talks about parliament in the UK -_- *snoress* oohhh and i saw my maths tutor Mr.Indran at Justin's condo. hahahahaa! called him and he was like ''where are you.....?'' hehehee. he was kinda shocked when i told him i saw him and told him what was he doing when i saw him. don't worry. he wasn't doing anything embarrassing. just walking up the stairs. *stones* pfft..! lameeee me! urgh.
btw, it was my mocks today. ECON-FRIGGIN'-OMICS!
i am having a study group with yi peng every wed starting from next wed =D
wheeeeeeee~!
and i'll be starting my LAN tmrw. sighhh!
and btw, Joh found me vans =D but he said wait till end of the year. hmm. never mind. i can wait =] he is my faithful blog reader =D *thumbs up* to him. still, he has typing errors! hahahahaa! hasn't changed abit. ooh ooh! he finally had the guts to take pictureee! hahahaa! and he puts it on his DP on MSN. ffuuhhhh! not bad eh. whats next? ermm jean's birthday is coming up next. so is Justin =]
that's it for now =]
Much Lovee,
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